This morning i just say,"what a nice date.. de numbers so beautiful".. bt at the end of de day,its become the historical moment in life ever...the biggest secret finally revealed.. Figuring out the process,its suck and hard to admit that its real..
i cant say its all my fault as from the beginning i have warned and giving advice purely to protect but if its falls to deaf ears,what can i do more,rite? So,the moment it happen,u just cant stop it. Its too late for every back up solution. Yes,admitting that i ever use back door to reach the main stage.. but the actor himself portray to be secretive with the actress.. so y should i bother so much using main stage to tell de actress what i feel? No point,right? I thought de things/matter can be keep forever till death but so fast..today its come to end all de secret.
nevertheless, i had encounter it once and i knw ways handled it so i never regret things i done previously to the actor and de actress for i already tried my best just they don't think it that way. I might use wrong encounter, but its indeed a good deed. I never plan to harm anyone nor plan to destroy every single relationship they have but i just plan to avoid more bad things happen. I don't ask acceptance, i don't ask agreement, i just ask a respect. I'm not betrayer at least i didn't do something that harmful.
The days comes and i need to accept the truth, the reality that im really that kind of bitch that like busybody on others and peeking is my part-time profession. Gosh! i really got to admit it! curiosity above all. but to others,i might just busybody son of bitch!
I now declared war that period last forever till i died. No more close sista. No more close communication. No more close watching. No more close things to do together. Everythg comes to its end on this date. But i don't regret at all as its under prediction. Im grateful as now its all over. I don't need keep it inside heart all time and make myself like a clown,trying to pretend happy to entertain others. I am who i am for i don't care what really people look inside me as they felt i should long grown up with the age.
i will remember de date forever for its stil such a beautiful date. Good nite,world!
i cant say its all my fault as from the beginning i have warned and giving advice purely to protect but if its falls to deaf ears,what can i do more,rite? So,the moment it happen,u just cant stop it. Its too late for every back up solution. Yes,admitting that i ever use back door to reach the main stage.. but the actor himself portray to be secretive with the actress.. so y should i bother so much using main stage to tell de actress what i feel? No point,right? I thought de things/matter can be keep forever till death but so fast..today its come to end all de secret.
nevertheless, i had encounter it once and i knw ways handled it so i never regret things i done previously to the actor and de actress for i already tried my best just they don't think it that way. I might use wrong encounter, but its indeed a good deed. I never plan to harm anyone nor plan to destroy every single relationship they have but i just plan to avoid more bad things happen. I don't ask acceptance, i don't ask agreement, i just ask a respect. I'm not betrayer at least i didn't do something that harmful.
The days comes and i need to accept the truth, the reality that im really that kind of bitch that like busybody on others and peeking is my part-time profession. Gosh! i really got to admit it! curiosity above all. but to others,i might just busybody son of bitch!
I now declared war that period last forever till i died. No more close sista. No more close communication. No more close watching. No more close things to do together. Everythg comes to its end on this date. But i don't regret at all as its under prediction. Im grateful as now its all over. I don't need keep it inside heart all time and make myself like a clown,trying to pretend happy to entertain others. I am who i am for i don't care what really people look inside me as they felt i should long grown up with the age.
i will remember de date forever for its stil such a beautiful date. Good nite,world!
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