1st July
Today is the 1st day of July. Day is bright and as clear like my feeling. Only my hands are as cold as ice coz the aircond here extremely high and not under control which u choose ON or OFF only as the option. Everyone that almost ending their industrial training,i believe are counting the days to leave the company. only for those doing their LI at their hometown will feel sad coz they gonna leave their family to study for anther last year.
Well,for me,its nthg big deal. coz im practical at bintulu, where i got my sista here. Then i will travel bec to kuching to cont my studies where got my other family members waiting. Wawaa.. quite miss them coz about 1 month I din meet and talk with them. But, no longer after I bec, I have to going reg myself at the college the day after that. Huhu.. Not so best,lar.. coz no free holiday for us like Poli student. But, they more pity coz nid practical for 6 months long.
Report and PTA.. which come 1st? ofcz the report coz have to send within 7 days after finish this training. PTA is whole semster project. and can do when starting the semester later on. but,the feeling to starting off both assignment not an easy tasks as my personal problems which doing things at the last minutes. cannot change this habit, though. Uhh... Have to overcome this!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Monday, June 30, 2008
why its so hard to answer?
30th June
Answers me! That's ppl demanding from me. They want to know the ans from my mouth.
What u want me ans exactly? if I don know the ans, should I tell the lie? I won't do so to satisfy u,okay? Ya.. this happen. A so-so called fren ask my confirmation about someone. I'll tell u. I really don care much about this person. But her ques reallt heart-striking. Mostly asking something that really unrelated with me. Im just the third person that may know the ans.
I don wish to know,really. but, after she knew the person, i think she will keep telling me about the coincidence she had with them. Pls,I don want to know. I don care what they do mostly and what happen to them. I hate them,really.
Answers me! That's ppl demanding from me. They want to know the ans from my mouth.
What u want me ans exactly? if I don know the ans, should I tell the lie? I won't do so to satisfy u,okay? Ya.. this happen. A so-so called fren ask my confirmation about someone. I'll tell u. I really don care much about this person. But her ques reallt heart-striking. Mostly asking something that really unrelated with me. Im just the third person that may know the ans.
I don wish to know,really. but, after she knew the person, i think she will keep telling me about the coincidence she had with them. Pls,I don want to know. I don care what they do mostly and what happen to them. I hate them,really.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
last week left..
26th June
next week is the last week for my training.. A little sort of happy and sad.
Happy coz finally the day is over. I can reunion with family again and start the new leaf with
friends.. Sad 'cause I had to leave the place with the memory left far behind. And sad cause IM NOT GOING TO HAVE TIME TO ENJOY the days of free anymore. Bulks of assignment(will follow up when its time,not rite after start the SEM). But, sad coz my pointer drops and hard to increase it anymore as this 2008/09 is going to be my last year studying.
Proceed study? where come the money? No.. everyone having empty purse. Neither do I afford to pay simple things like school fee this SEM. Aiyo... what gonna be? Why money cannot always flow like the river and slip into my pocket? haha.. That's why rich people always love their money. haha.. and don like share it with others.
with rm9 can survive for 1 week? i think so as I no nid to spend much. only cannot buy what you want. But, can spend on what u need. eg: foods. hehe... Money,oh MONEY. . Pls come to my life very soon. but din work, where come the money???
next week is the last week for my training.. A little sort of happy and sad.
Happy coz finally the day is over. I can reunion with family again and start the new leaf with
friends.. Sad 'cause I had to leave the place with the memory left far behind. And sad cause IM NOT GOING TO HAVE TIME TO ENJOY the days of free anymore. Bulks of assignment(will follow up when its time,not rite after start the SEM). But, sad coz my pointer drops and hard to increase it anymore as this 2008/09 is going to be my last year studying.
Proceed study? where come the money? No.. everyone having empty purse. Neither do I afford to pay simple things like school fee this SEM. Aiyo... what gonna be? Why money cannot always flow like the river and slip into my pocket? haha.. That's why rich people always love their money. haha.. and don like share it with others.
with rm9 can survive for 1 week? i think so as I no nid to spend much. only cannot buy what you want. But, can spend on what u need. eg: foods. hehe... Money,oh MONEY. . Pls come to my life very soon. but din work, where come the money???
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
about a month already
4 June 2008
i din update my blog and sorry for that. well, for info, im having my internship of practical training at somewhere bintulu called BINTULU PORT SDN.BHD. i cant tell much about it. but, if those interested can surf the net to find it. btw, i've been here a month ago starting 5th May. till 4th July. that's means got 1 month to go. After this training done, shall come out with a report. im still blur on what to write about. then, will start another new semester and i gotta to conduct a motivational camp for my course junior by 10th-13th July.
busy week at the beginning month of July. hope my aim can succeed before the end of 2008.
i din update my blog and sorry for that. well, for info, im having my internship of practical training at somewhere bintulu called BINTULU PORT SDN.BHD. i cant tell much about it. but, if those interested can surf the net to find it. btw, i've been here a month ago starting 5th May. till 4th July. that's means got 1 month to go. After this training done, shall come out with a report. im still blur on what to write about. then, will start another new semester and i gotta to conduct a motivational camp for my course junior by 10th-13th July.
busy week at the beginning month of July. hope my aim can succeed before the end of 2008.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
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2th April
From the time i step in at 1.30pm, i feel something bad gonna be happen.
the meeting is about ought to be camp motivation. that's suppose will be organized by this weekend. Actually, this camp itself have lot of problem. i can say its non-stop happening. from the level of top management until amongst ourselves. Then, around 1.40pm, the lecturer/co-ordinator in charge for this camp announced to us thet,"there's only two alternative for this camp to be success. Either,proceed the camp with one day one night or postponed the camp to the next semester.
We all think why this time they say different again?? This camp had posponed for the third time. if this again, means for fourth time. What the top management take us as? we're not as u like take it as u want. We're have put much the effort fully in this. i can say, im not much contributed as others in this camp. i know i din play my part well. but those din agree on this cant have their words heard,why? From the first time i see how rigid this camp are. ppl don perceive it well and see this matter as simple. reject whenever they want.
Im really defend to this. why should make this things out if the reality is they cnt do anything at al? as they say, "i've tried to help out with the sponsorship, but always forget to contact that person". i tell u, if they really concern about this matter, they wont say it only without action. give so much bullshit reason is no use at all. Like just know, the voting result for proceed the camp actually most over majority. But, i wish the "person" din say much. but he did anyway.
He try to influence the mind of all of us. keep persuade us that postponed the camp will give u more time to prepare and do better camp that not only costRM50 but over thousand style. I wish can say that this not the money problem. its what ahd done over the period almost semester to organized it, booking the place, the transport, the confirmation trainees...last important is the effort what had give. At last, there's second voting going on. This time, they switched. majority agreed to postpone the camp to next semester. Gosh!
Actually, ther's pros and cons of proceeding or postponing these stuff. maybe they take the cons of the proceed more and pros of postponed more. who knows, anyway? i don want to say more here. ppl will say me later on. but, i do feel sad for those things happen in the last minutes. heartful feeling, no one really understand.
From the time i step in at 1.30pm, i feel something bad gonna be happen.
the meeting is about ought to be camp motivation. that's suppose will be organized by this weekend. Actually, this camp itself have lot of problem. i can say its non-stop happening. from the level of top management until amongst ourselves. Then, around 1.40pm, the lecturer/co-ordinator in charge for this camp announced to us thet,"there's only two alternative for this camp to be success. Either,proceed the camp with one day one night or postponed the camp to the next semester.
We all think why this time they say different again?? This camp had posponed for the third time. if this again, means for fourth time. What the top management take us as? we're not as u like take it as u want. We're have put much the effort fully in this. i can say, im not much contributed as others in this camp. i know i din play my part well. but those din agree on this cant have their words heard,why? From the first time i see how rigid this camp are. ppl don perceive it well and see this matter as simple. reject whenever they want.
Im really defend to this. why should make this things out if the reality is they cnt do anything at al? as they say, "i've tried to help out with the sponsorship, but always forget to contact that person". i tell u, if they really concern about this matter, they wont say it only without action. give so much bullshit reason is no use at all. Like just know, the voting result for proceed the camp actually most over majority. But, i wish the "person" din say much. but he did anyway.
He try to influence the mind of all of us. keep persuade us that postponed the camp will give u more time to prepare and do better camp that not only costRM50 but over thousand style. I wish can say that this not the money problem. its what ahd done over the period almost semester to organized it, booking the place, the transport, the confirmation trainees...last important is the effort what had give. At last, there's second voting going on. This time, they switched. majority agreed to postpone the camp to next semester. Gosh!
Actually, ther's pros and cons of proceeding or postponing these stuff. maybe they take the cons of the proceed more and pros of postponed more. who knows, anyway? i don want to say more here. ppl will say me later on. but, i do feel sad for those things happen in the last minutes. heartful feeling, no one really understand.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
my current update
1st April
today is April Fool's Day. but im not fooling you guys. this really my latest update after almost 1 month din blog in. as i did mention last time, i got another account. so, i din have time to update both in time. considering that someone may like to view my update, so i post a new one today.
today is April Fool's Day. but im not fooling you guys. this really my latest update after almost 1 month din blog in. as i did mention last time, i got another account. so, i din have time to update both in time. considering that someone may like to view my update, so i post a new one today.
last february, i talk about my application for industrail training. now i got it. and its the newest application that i made after the long wait of no answer of my preferable company. anyway, its the best company beside that one. im grateful either as got a friend thta intro me in, actually. so, both of us will go to that company by 5th May to start the training which last for 9weeks.
another is about winning as February Blogegr's of The Month for mtvasiablog. sounds never easy to win until i obtain that post. its nice to be alert. so, i'll keep updating my blog... thanks those voting me! lastly, recently many things happen. 'they' din stop making messy and trouble. i feel suffocated. breathing difficulty,i can say. 'They' doin it by their own and taking all the power to judge and direct people. Got a guy that used his "sweet talk" to sweeten some girls and make them melt to take everything that he said is true and believable. don you feel it's ridiculous? they have thinking but they prefer being cheated. im not that stupid. so, im at rejecting sied. i know some people might not liking me. but, that's truth that i know and i wont let "YOU" do the same to me. NEVER,MAN! YOU WON'T SUCCEED.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
from one go to another
28th Feb
When bad things happen, it will continuously happen.
I realise that when i just fin talk about "them" yesterday, i got another shock matter arise.
how can "someone" easily end a progress of something anytime they want?
how can they decide everything by "their" own?
if they did go thru the proper planning, i dun think these sort of problem will happen and yet leaving everyone in a glow..
okay, u "ppl" decide. when and way to solve.. eventhough i wish to give a hand.
When bad things happen, it will continuously happen.
I realise that when i just fin talk about "them" yesterday, i got another shock matter arise.
how can "someone" easily end a progress of something anytime they want?
how can they decide everything by "their" own?
if they did go thru the proper planning, i dun think these sort of problem will happen and yet leaving everyone in a glow..
okay, u "ppl" decide. when and way to solve.. eventhough i wish to give a hand.
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