15th Oct
don't get me wrong.. its really proven that it's one month activity to update the blog..
nothing wrong to say.. hahah..
oaky, start from my presentation... its worst and good. Worst coz im the first person for the morning session. and good thing became the 1st one either.. Tell u good experience it is.. Yeah.. i bet no one could be that lucky as me.
i been evaluated by lecturer, but others after me being questioned by the dean. how powerful he is and the words that come out from his mind. Imagine when u being asked by the prime minister in front lots of the senate.. so horrible,i think. So, bravo to them. can be so stable answering the ques. if im at their stage, i think i will cry.. 'coz like being beat and scold for doin wrong thing.
So,mix everything up... time to do correction based upon the comments given. My supervisor are on leave and only be available by 24th. So, it's time to do it and ready for him to mark the draft before final hands up by 27th to be grading room. SO BAD WHEN THINKING OF IT..
I feel my works not that powerful and less value-added. That's make the research not so good to have A. but,pls lar... make me at least above the pass level. but, the theses... u know, not easy stuff. Read.. read.. and read more more journal research are needed. and fall unto lazy gal like me.. Well, sorry to say.. any grade receive shld be thankful, i guess.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Monday, September 15, 2008
once a month
15th Sept
suddenly realise i already so long didnt update this blog. like everyone say, Arh.. busy,lar..
its like once a month activities. but, i could not recall what had i go thru this month. maybe keep busy with the fyp= final year project. but i don think i do coz many problem occur within the progress. now, ask me to hand out wat? i really no idea.
today is my mother birthday. same age with Malaysia. Wish her healthy always and celebrate birthday till 100 years old. God may bless her even I din go to church (God,4give me).
suddenly realise i already so long didnt update this blog. like everyone say, Arh.. busy,lar..
its like once a month activities. but, i could not recall what had i go thru this month. maybe keep busy with the fyp= final year project. but i don think i do coz many problem occur within the progress. now, ask me to hand out wat? i really no idea.
today is my mother birthday. same age with Malaysia. Wish her healthy always and celebrate birthday till 100 years old. God may bless her even I din go to church (God,4give me).
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
sometime it happen
06/08/08
i don know when it happen, how it can be happen and why it shall happen to me.
every thing out prediction and its not my fault to be blame if it's happen. What happen?
just myself feel the hardest to breathe.. i live under other people expectations and should follow their rule! I wish to step out this hole and be myself but "someone" may say im betraying the relationship. Sahll i make their life miserable or my own worse ever than previously??
i don know when it happen, how it can be happen and why it shall happen to me.
every thing out prediction and its not my fault to be blame if it's happen. What happen?
just myself feel the hardest to breathe.. i live under other people expectations and should follow their rule! I wish to step out this hole and be myself but "someone" may say im betraying the relationship. Sahll i make their life miserable or my own worse ever than previously??
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
1st July
Today is the 1st day of July. Day is bright and as clear like my feeling. Only my hands are as cold as ice coz the aircond here extremely high and not under control which u choose ON or OFF only as the option. Everyone that almost ending their industrial training,i believe are counting the days to leave the company. only for those doing their LI at their hometown will feel sad coz they gonna leave their family to study for anther last year.
Well,for me,its nthg big deal. coz im practical at bintulu, where i got my sista here. Then i will travel bec to kuching to cont my studies where got my other family members waiting. Wawaa.. quite miss them coz about 1 month I din meet and talk with them. But, no longer after I bec, I have to going reg myself at the college the day after that. Huhu.. Not so best,lar.. coz no free holiday for us like Poli student. But, they more pity coz nid practical for 6 months long.
Report and PTA.. which come 1st? ofcz the report coz have to send within 7 days after finish this training. PTA is whole semster project. and can do when starting the semester later on. but,the feeling to starting off both assignment not an easy tasks as my personal problems which doing things at the last minutes. cannot change this habit, though. Uhh... Have to overcome this!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is the 1st day of July. Day is bright and as clear like my feeling. Only my hands are as cold as ice coz the aircond here extremely high and not under control which u choose ON or OFF only as the option. Everyone that almost ending their industrial training,i believe are counting the days to leave the company. only for those doing their LI at their hometown will feel sad coz they gonna leave their family to study for anther last year.
Well,for me,its nthg big deal. coz im practical at bintulu, where i got my sista here. Then i will travel bec to kuching to cont my studies where got my other family members waiting. Wawaa.. quite miss them coz about 1 month I din meet and talk with them. But, no longer after I bec, I have to going reg myself at the college the day after that. Huhu.. Not so best,lar.. coz no free holiday for us like Poli student. But, they more pity coz nid practical for 6 months long.
Report and PTA.. which come 1st? ofcz the report coz have to send within 7 days after finish this training. PTA is whole semster project. and can do when starting the semester later on. but,the feeling to starting off both assignment not an easy tasks as my personal problems which doing things at the last minutes. cannot change this habit, though. Uhh... Have to overcome this!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, June 30, 2008
why its so hard to answer?
30th June
Answers me! That's ppl demanding from me. They want to know the ans from my mouth.
What u want me ans exactly? if I don know the ans, should I tell the lie? I won't do so to satisfy u,okay? Ya.. this happen. A so-so called fren ask my confirmation about someone. I'll tell u. I really don care much about this person. But her ques reallt heart-striking. Mostly asking something that really unrelated with me. Im just the third person that may know the ans.
I don wish to know,really. but, after she knew the person, i think she will keep telling me about the coincidence she had with them. Pls,I don want to know. I don care what they do mostly and what happen to them. I hate them,really.
Answers me! That's ppl demanding from me. They want to know the ans from my mouth.
What u want me ans exactly? if I don know the ans, should I tell the lie? I won't do so to satisfy u,okay? Ya.. this happen. A so-so called fren ask my confirmation about someone. I'll tell u. I really don care much about this person. But her ques reallt heart-striking. Mostly asking something that really unrelated with me. Im just the third person that may know the ans.
I don wish to know,really. but, after she knew the person, i think she will keep telling me about the coincidence she had with them. Pls,I don want to know. I don care what they do mostly and what happen to them. I hate them,really.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
last week left..
26th June
next week is the last week for my training.. A little sort of happy and sad.
Happy coz finally the day is over. I can reunion with family again and start the new leaf with
friends.. Sad 'cause I had to leave the place with the memory left far behind. And sad cause IM NOT GOING TO HAVE TIME TO ENJOY the days of free anymore. Bulks of assignment(will follow up when its time,not rite after start the SEM). But, sad coz my pointer drops and hard to increase it anymore as this 2008/09 is going to be my last year studying.
Proceed study? where come the money? No.. everyone having empty purse. Neither do I afford to pay simple things like school fee this SEM. Aiyo... what gonna be? Why money cannot always flow like the river and slip into my pocket? haha.. That's why rich people always love their money. haha.. and don like share it with others.
with rm9 can survive for 1 week? i think so as I no nid to spend much. only cannot buy what you want. But, can spend on what u need. eg: foods. hehe... Money,oh MONEY. . Pls come to my life very soon. but din work, where come the money???
next week is the last week for my training.. A little sort of happy and sad.
Happy coz finally the day is over. I can reunion with family again and start the new leaf with
friends.. Sad 'cause I had to leave the place with the memory left far behind. And sad cause IM NOT GOING TO HAVE TIME TO ENJOY the days of free anymore. Bulks of assignment(will follow up when its time,not rite after start the SEM). But, sad coz my pointer drops and hard to increase it anymore as this 2008/09 is going to be my last year studying.
Proceed study? where come the money? No.. everyone having empty purse. Neither do I afford to pay simple things like school fee this SEM. Aiyo... what gonna be? Why money cannot always flow like the river and slip into my pocket? haha.. That's why rich people always love their money. haha.. and don like share it with others.
with rm9 can survive for 1 week? i think so as I no nid to spend much. only cannot buy what you want. But, can spend on what u need. eg: foods. hehe... Money,oh MONEY. . Pls come to my life very soon. but din work, where come the money???
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
about a month already
4 June 2008
i din update my blog and sorry for that. well, for info, im having my internship of practical training at somewhere bintulu called BINTULU PORT SDN.BHD. i cant tell much about it. but, if those interested can surf the net to find it. btw, i've been here a month ago starting 5th May. till 4th July. that's means got 1 month to go. After this training done, shall come out with a report. im still blur on what to write about. then, will start another new semester and i gotta to conduct a motivational camp for my course junior by 10th-13th July.
busy week at the beginning month of July. hope my aim can succeed before the end of 2008.
i din update my blog and sorry for that. well, for info, im having my internship of practical training at somewhere bintulu called BINTULU PORT SDN.BHD. i cant tell much about it. but, if those interested can surf the net to find it. btw, i've been here a month ago starting 5th May. till 4th July. that's means got 1 month to go. After this training done, shall come out with a report. im still blur on what to write about. then, will start another new semester and i gotta to conduct a motivational camp for my course junior by 10th-13th July.
busy week at the beginning month of July. hope my aim can succeed before the end of 2008.
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