Wednesday, November 26, 2008

end of November..beginning of December

26th Nov

The month nearly end. only left around 4days,i guess to close the month of November. Hasth you think back what have u done past days ago?? i've been holidaying around two weeks already. Month od December coming up and thats not really a joyous day even Xmas is around the corner. coz i havent done my imporatant task.. collect data for FYP.

Its serious work that MUST do as next Semester will open up rite after the celebration. Where got the time and guts for all this? Im afraid finding respondents beacause its should be very professional as i am human resource's student and the questionnaires is pro as well to collect accurate data.

Phew!! not an easy job as i chose wrong type of data collection actually as written in the report. But,things easier if the respondents is large at one place and i won't be bother to find hard. i should be brave enough to speak.. Hopefully,i'll try 3rd party help sooner.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Present for fren

14:31

like the title says.. choosing presents for frens... for birthday.. anything good and realistic to give out?? I've no idea this time..

her b'day tis coming Monday.. why so early thinking of it?? well, coz.. we're staying at the hostel.. where got time to go out and buy presents?? Is it?? Yea... So... im the selected person coz did down to town almost every weekend. (no need to be sorry with me). hahah....

the deal has made.. the present is.... sigh... secret lar.. if i told now, no more surprise.. hehe...

It's proven!

15th Oct

don't get me wrong.. its really proven that it's one month activity to update the blog..
nothing wrong to say.. hahah..

oaky, start from my presentation... its worst and good. Worst coz im the first person for the morning session. and good thing became the 1st one either.. Tell u good experience it is.. Yeah.. i bet no one could be that lucky as me.

i been evaluated by lecturer, but others after me being questioned by the dean. how powerful he is and the words that come out from his mind. Imagine when u being asked by the prime minister in front lots of the senate.. so horrible,i think. So, bravo to them. can be so stable answering the ques. if im at their stage, i think i will cry.. 'coz like being beat and scold for doin wrong thing.

So,mix everything up... time to do correction based upon the comments given. My supervisor are on leave and only be available by 24th. So, it's time to do it and ready for him to mark the draft before final hands up by 27th to be grading room. SO BAD WHEN THINKING OF IT..

I feel my works not that powerful and less value-added. That's make the research not so good to have A. but,pls lar... make me at least above the pass level. but, the theses... u know, not easy stuff. Read.. read.. and read more more journal research are needed. and fall unto lazy gal like me.. Well, sorry to say.. any grade receive shld be thankful, i guess.

Monday, September 15, 2008

once a month

15th Sept

suddenly realise i already so long didnt update this blog. like everyone say, Arh.. busy,lar..
its like once a month activities. but, i could not recall what had i go thru this month. maybe keep busy with the fyp= final year project. but i don think i do coz many problem occur within the progress. now, ask me to hand out wat? i really no idea.

today is my mother birthday. same age with Malaysia. Wish her healthy always and celebrate birthday till 100 years old. God may bless her even I din go to church (God,4give me).

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

sometime it happen

06/08/08

i don know when it happen, how it can be happen and why it shall happen to me.

every thing out prediction and its not my fault to be blame if it's happen. What happen?

just myself feel the hardest to breathe.. i live under other people expectations and should follow their rule! I wish to step out this hole and be myself but "someone" may say im betraying the relationship. Sahll i make their life miserable or my own worse ever than previously??

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

1st July

Today is the 1st day of July. Day is bright and as clear like my feeling. Only my hands are as cold as ice coz the aircond here extremely high and not under control which u choose ON or OFF only as the option. Everyone that almost ending their industrial training,i believe are counting the days to leave the company. only for those doing their LI at their hometown will feel sad coz they gonna leave their family to study for anther last year.

Well,for me,its nthg big deal. coz im practical at bintulu, where i got my sista here. Then i will travel bec to kuching to cont my studies where got my other family members waiting. Wawaa.. quite miss them coz about 1 month I din meet and talk with them. But, no longer after I bec, I have to going reg myself at the college the day after that. Huhu.. Not so best,lar.. coz no free holiday for us like Poli student. But, they more pity coz nid practical for 6 months long.

Report and PTA.. which come 1st? ofcz the report coz have to send within 7 days after finish this training. PTA is whole semster project. and can do when starting the semester later on. but,the feeling to starting off both assignment not an easy tasks as my personal problems which doing things at the last minutes. cannot change this habit, though. Uhh... Have to overcome this!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, June 30, 2008

why its so hard to answer?

30th June

Answers me! That's ppl demanding from me. They want to know the ans from my mouth.

What u want me ans exactly? if I don know the ans, should I tell the lie? I won't do so to satisfy u,okay? Ya.. this happen. A so-so called fren ask my confirmation about someone. I'll tell u. I really don care much about this person. But her ques reallt heart-striking. Mostly asking something that really unrelated with me. Im just the third person that may know the ans.

I don wish to know,really. but, after she knew the person, i think she will keep telling me about the coincidence she had with them. Pls,I don want to know. I don care what they do mostly and what happen to them. I hate them,really.