Thursday, February 28, 2008

from one go to another

28th Feb
When bad things happen, it will continuously happen.
I realise that when i just fin talk about "them" yesterday, i got another shock matter arise.

how can "someone" easily end a progress of something anytime they want?
how can they decide everything by "their" own?

if they did go thru the proper planning, i dun think these sort of problem will happen and yet leaving everyone in a glow..

okay, u "ppl" decide. when and way to solve.. eventhough i wish to give a hand.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

life is so hard

27th Feb
taking and asking something from others, why it can be so hard?
wanting and obtaining something from people, why need take too much time?

i've been eagerly(can say that) waiting the answers and i
didn't get any reply either under consideration, accepteed or rejected..
"they" let me hanging. I hate this pretty much.
why " they" can treat someone like that and did not consider my feeling?

sometimes i did feel maybe coz we are begging them to accept us rather
that we are hunger for their answers. i really hope the matter can be
solved immediately. if the thgs continuous no where to be, im finish!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

why goes around again???

12th Feb
love happening again this february 14. Yea, its called V-Day, nowadays.
Single have to find companion either celebrate with single frens or family. In relationship couple may cherished their partner and florish with flowers, chocolates, candle-light dinner, gifts & suprises. but at last these all means nothg if the love yet improved. relationship nid communication. speaking nid mind refreshing. cannot speak what u like without process it first.

Title above refer to this case.:
a gal whose previously had break up with her man under one problem concern trust,faith that im not so sure about. yet, now the ex planning get back with the gal again recently.. this break up actually started by the gal herself which feel no use to hurt the guy's heart since the guy not really love her.Well, i feel thats stupid decision if the gal take back the man with her, since they unsure what they hope in a relationship.

don force if not suitable for each other.

selfish

12th Feb
people selfish is good? its shall depends on what they view from which side.. if selfish can solve the problem, why not? but im afraid if we selfish, ppl will say bad abt us.. like not open, keep for self.. alah... why bother it anyway,rite? i got secret but i keep in my heart. that so called secret, ofcoz cannot tell anyone,rite? then this not count as selfish anymore. we all have things that covered up and shall have own decision to it.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

sW33t love and l0v3 hurts..



if you dont want someone heart to be hurt, dun ever try to test it.love hurts everytime.







what's love?


love and friendship.. which come first in your mind?
which is the highest priority?



love means what to you?


but, people in love feels that they are flying high with lover's love as being cherished day by day and renew each day.

sweet and sour

24th Jan
Ppl facing ups and down in their life. they faced sweet and sours in their daily life as well.
but,how they settle the problem? did they find good solution, best alternatives or just let it go with the wind? nobody knows as they settled it with their own way. everyone facing different problems and settled it with their own way. Who am i to justice after all?

my problem yet big or serious than any other will be. i know everyone is caring to one anther and i shall not blame to any1 either. the problem creates by us. therefoe, only we know how to solve it. cannot depend to other to help us. grown up adult cannot go back to mommy's stomach again and no longer can suck milk anymore. this theory i long understand but just don want to grow up as the world outside is cruel and competitive as well as very much complicated and complex than what we can predict.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

can i say bullshit here?

23rdJan
Duh... as my situation now, i suppose can escape from presenting. not i dont want to present but i really care about my voice.Its worse and bad feeling if i present with this weird sound. so i approach my lecturer to talk this off. what he said,"NO.EVERYONE MUST PRESENT.IF NOT,THEN NO MARK.WE'LL SEE HOW TOMMOROW AS TODAY IS WEDNESDAY." oHH.. then, im starting regret see him today. Coz the presentation is tomorrow evening(3pm). its maybe my fault.

what my mind think of nw is if i more sick, then the chances i dun present is higher. just pity to myself as nid painful more one day than it should be. huhu... but, i think its impossible. why i nid to force myself..to do smth that shld't happen? Yeah.. my mind say no now.haha..