Thursday, December 3, 2009

what freedom means to you?

3rd Dec 2009

young and energetic always need freedom in their life or everyday action. but what it cost to "buy" the freedom if they still tied under family ties?? before freedom can interrupt, think about the result, the after getting the freedom.. is that really the outcome u want to obtain after buying the freedom ticket? to someone maybe yes although the freedom is awhile but somewhat predicted to be worthy..

i read a story about a 17 years old youngster that really hunger for a freedom from her/his parents and of course a little "break" from others that been described not so understanding rather than friends. even have the thinking to kill themselves for not giving them a little freedom that they need..and purpose is making them regret for not so open in giving freedom to do anything they want. single-minded like that is so hurtful for the parents that love them so much though not really giving the freedom they want as to them their child still small,don't want expose to unwanted incident. Afraid of their safety..but how much the children really understand? none!

respect no longer exist since they did not obtain the freedom that they think deserved from their parents. So in most of matter, they planned themselves first before telling them their plan on what had planned. in this case,it clearly shows that they not really put the words of parents at first before making decision and this crashed the feelings of belonging as part of the family. nonetheless, they might secretly "shout" it out with little clue and let them to make guess. but all resulted to be "no good". as they become the last person to know.

Is having boyfren at early age of schooling child is good? Not really though had article before indicate a bf can help you in studies and lend a hand in study if they under same level. But to me,3rd party had bad influence to them. Aside from what they perceived,bf could make their attitude changed,always defend upon them and trust fully to their bf. Actually,as they keep "hang" with their bf,slowly parents will not be the biggest power in influencing their children in whatever action.Appeared frequently in newspaper about,girl being raped by bf. This is what most parents about their tennage girl having bf which not known to the parents. Or case of girl having sex with their bf. They always trying new things at that certain age. So as under pursued by their bf,they probably could just promised. Result,its under minor rape case as the girl underage. The pity is the parents. So,what the freedom of having boyfriend at young age since u don't know how to protect yourselves??

Though if boy given the freedom,think the first they will do is checking into porno website. the young blood always feel "whoah,the outside web world could be interesting".. they didnt think before act. this land they to test negatively and huge impact to them and families.

freedom means "free" like a bird to some people. but not freely as a murder..free to kill and land in prison. Thats the trouble of freedom. u may feel free but if missed the steps,u may land in trouble. limited freedom will teach you to be better person. Put urself under certain line and not over-crossed the line of freedom when feels that u may land in trouble and give impact to others.

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

exam week but im lazy..not really study..

know the need,urgency to study..just the feeling not there.. cant really focus..

how am i goin to excel in those three papers... so hard.. damn hard evn score 3 pointer and above
for this master...

next semester..i don know can meet u or not..

Gosh! not an easy path to stdy this master.. God luck!

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

in the beginning of Sept

almost 1 month i cont the master studies.

however, the old habit still there like undergrads..
a) do assignment at the last minutes
b) din pay attn in class
c) not seriously taking the class as it was
d) make all the assignment hanging w/out who start 1st

Wow.. same old me..but i gotta to change. coz this master,dude!
simply cant play2 if wan be more successful grade than undergrads.
train and try the least i can say to myself..

September is the date of many things will happen.
1st, mid sem break.. i don believe master also got break
2nd, sis' wedding registration,finally..
3rd, mum 52nd birthday..(presents yet think)
4th, due date for many assignments..(huh..yet touch single of it)

gambatte, flourence san!!!

Friday, February 27, 2009

struggle!!!

27.02.09

another day to mark when i had to tell lies. Its good lies when no one will be hurt in this case.
I believe it is as I didn't have the intention to cheat but only i have to do so for my own sake.

Cannot say as cheat.. but, i do shows im kinda like that.

First in my FYP.
Thot b4 taking sample of questionnaire can pass. but then, after "keluar surat", need to think how to deal if being asked?? Yeah.. today asking the progress. what can i say just... says the data in the distribution process. What should do next is find powerful person in that field(which i recommend as my study) willing to approve that i do conduct study at their place and stamped the sooner form.

quite nervous when being asked what's the company?? Fuhh... nearly afraid to speak up. and, he can feel that im thinking so much.. Maybe he knows im lying about the data.. But.. Huh..

i cant do the actual study except asking ppl help. Guts is guts. i don have the power for ppl to believe me and i don have the strength to ask ppl to help me. Thats the answer for those lies.


so hard to struggle with my own feeling when things like you want to do it, but afraid to do it if ppl finds out, u may land in trouble. I don wish that happen to me.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

end of November..beginning of December

26th Nov

The month nearly end. only left around 4days,i guess to close the month of November. Hasth you think back what have u done past days ago?? i've been holidaying around two weeks already. Month od December coming up and thats not really a joyous day even Xmas is around the corner. coz i havent done my imporatant task.. collect data for FYP.

Its serious work that MUST do as next Semester will open up rite after the celebration. Where got the time and guts for all this? Im afraid finding respondents beacause its should be very professional as i am human resource's student and the questionnaires is pro as well to collect accurate data.

Phew!! not an easy job as i chose wrong type of data collection actually as written in the report. But,things easier if the respondents is large at one place and i won't be bother to find hard. i should be brave enough to speak.. Hopefully,i'll try 3rd party help sooner.