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2th April
From the time i step in at 1.30pm, i feel something bad gonna be happen.
the meeting is about ought to be camp motivation. that's suppose will be organized by this weekend. Actually, this camp itself have lot of problem. i can say its non-stop happening. from the level of top management until amongst ourselves. Then, around 1.40pm, the lecturer/co-ordinator in charge for this camp announced to us thet,"there's only two alternative for this camp to be success. Either,proceed the camp with one day one night or postponed the camp to the next semester.


We all think why this time they say different again?? This camp had posponed for the third time. if this again, means for fourth time. What the top management take us as? we're not as u like take it as u want. We're have put much the effort fully in this. i can say, im not much contributed as others in this camp. i know i din play my part well. but those din agree on this cant have their words heard,why? From the first time i see how rigid this camp are. ppl don perceive it well and see this matter as simple. reject whenever they want.


Im really defend to this. why should make this things out if the reality is they cnt do anything at al? as they say, "i've tried to help out with the sponsorship, but always forget to contact that person". i tell u, if they really concern about this matter, they wont say it only without action. give so much bullshit reason is no use at all. Like just know, the voting result for proceed the camp actually most over majority. But, i wish the "person" din say much. but he did anyway.


He try to influence the mind of all of us. keep persuade us that postponed the camp will give u more time to prepare and do better camp that not only costRM50 but over thousand style. I wish can say that this not the money problem. its what ahd done over the period almost semester to organized it, booking the place, the transport, the confirmation trainees...last important is the effort what had give. At last, there's second voting going on. This time, they switched. majority agreed to postpone the camp to next semester. Gosh!

Actually, ther's pros and cons of proceeding or postponing these stuff. maybe they take the cons of the proceed more and pros of postponed more. who knows, anyway? i don want to say more here. ppl will say me later on. but, i do feel sad for those things happen in the last minutes. heartful feeling, no one really understand.

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1st April
today is April Fool's Day. but im not fooling you guys. this really my latest update after almost 1 month din blog in. as i did mention last time, i got another account. so, i din have time to update both in time. considering that someone may like to view my update, so i post a new one today.

last february, i talk about my application for industrail training. now i got it. and its the newest application that i made after the long wait of no answer of my preferable company. anyway, its the best company beside that one. im grateful either as got a friend thta intro me in, actually. so, both of us will go to that company by 5th May to start the training which last for 9weeks.

another is about winning as February Blogegr's of The Month for mtvasiablog. sounds never easy to win until i obtain that post. its nice to be alert. so, i'll keep updating my blog... thanks those voting me! lastly, recently many things happen. 'they' din stop making messy and trouble. i feel suffocated. breathing difficulty,i can say. 'They' doin it by their own and taking all the power to judge and direct people. Got a guy that used his "sweet talk" to sweeten some girls and make them melt to take everything that he said is true and believable. don you feel it's ridiculous? they have thinking but they prefer being cheated. im not that stupid. so, im at rejecting sied. i know some people might not liking me. but, that's truth that i know and i wont let "YOU" do the same to me. NEVER,MAN! YOU WON'T SUCCEED.