27.02.09
another day to mark when i had to tell lies. Its good lies when no one will be hurt in this case.
I believe it is as I didn't have the intention to cheat but only i have to do so for my own sake.
Cannot say as cheat.. but, i do shows im kinda like that.
First in my FYP.
Thot b4 taking sample of questionnaire can pass. but then, after "keluar surat", need to think how to deal if being asked?? Yeah.. today asking the progress. what can i say just... says the data in the distribution process. What should do next is find powerful person in that field(which i recommend as my study) willing to approve that i do conduct study at their place and stamped the sooner form.
quite nervous when being asked what's the company?? Fuhh... nearly afraid to speak up. and, he can feel that im thinking so much.. Maybe he knows im lying about the data.. But.. Huh..
i cant do the actual study except asking ppl help. Guts is guts. i don have the power for ppl to believe me and i don have the strength to ask ppl to help me. Thats the answer for those lies.
so hard to struggle with my own feeling when things like you want to do it, but afraid to do it if ppl finds out, u may land in trouble. I don wish that happen to me.
Friday, February 27, 2009
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
end of November..beginning of December
26th Nov
The month nearly end. only left around 4days,i guess to close the month of November. Hasth you think back what have u done past days ago?? i've been holidaying around two weeks already. Month od December coming up and thats not really a joyous day even Xmas is around the corner. coz i havent done my imporatant task.. collect data for FYP.
Its serious work that MUST do as next Semester will open up rite after the celebration. Where got the time and guts for all this? Im afraid finding respondents beacause its should be very professional as i am human resource's student and the questionnaires is pro as well to collect accurate data.
Phew!! not an easy job as i chose wrong type of data collection actually as written in the report. But,things easier if the respondents is large at one place and i won't be bother to find hard. i should be brave enough to speak.. Hopefully,i'll try 3rd party help sooner.
The month nearly end. only left around 4days,i guess to close the month of November. Hasth you think back what have u done past days ago?? i've been holidaying around two weeks already. Month od December coming up and thats not really a joyous day even Xmas is around the corner. coz i havent done my imporatant task.. collect data for FYP.
Its serious work that MUST do as next Semester will open up rite after the celebration. Where got the time and guts for all this? Im afraid finding respondents beacause its should be very professional as i am human resource's student and the questionnaires is pro as well to collect accurate data.
Phew!! not an easy job as i chose wrong type of data collection actually as written in the report. But,things easier if the respondents is large at one place and i won't be bother to find hard. i should be brave enough to speak.. Hopefully,i'll try 3rd party help sooner.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Present for fren
14:31
like the title says.. choosing presents for frens... for birthday.. anything good and realistic to give out?? I've no idea this time..
her b'day tis coming Monday.. why so early thinking of it?? well, coz.. we're staying at the hostel.. where got time to go out and buy presents?? Is it?? Yea... So... im the selected person coz did down to town almost every weekend. (no need to be sorry with me). hahah....
the deal has made.. the present is.... sigh... secret lar.. if i told now, no more surprise.. hehe...
like the title says.. choosing presents for frens... for birthday.. anything good and realistic to give out?? I've no idea this time..
her b'day tis coming Monday.. why so early thinking of it?? well, coz.. we're staying at the hostel.. where got time to go out and buy presents?? Is it?? Yea... So... im the selected person coz did down to town almost every weekend. (no need to be sorry with me). hahah....
the deal has made.. the present is.... sigh... secret lar.. if i told now, no more surprise.. hehe...
It's proven!
15th Oct
don't get me wrong.. its really proven that it's one month activity to update the blog..
nothing wrong to say.. hahah..
oaky, start from my presentation... its worst and good. Worst coz im the first person for the morning session. and good thing became the 1st one either.. Tell u good experience it is.. Yeah.. i bet no one could be that lucky as me.
i been evaluated by lecturer, but others after me being questioned by the dean. how powerful he is and the words that come out from his mind. Imagine when u being asked by the prime minister in front lots of the senate.. so horrible,i think. So, bravo to them. can be so stable answering the ques. if im at their stage, i think i will cry.. 'coz like being beat and scold for doin wrong thing.
So,mix everything up... time to do correction based upon the comments given. My supervisor are on leave and only be available by 24th. So, it's time to do it and ready for him to mark the draft before final hands up by 27th to be grading room. SO BAD WHEN THINKING OF IT..
I feel my works not that powerful and less value-added. That's make the research not so good to have A. but,pls lar... make me at least above the pass level. but, the theses... u know, not easy stuff. Read.. read.. and read more more journal research are needed. and fall unto lazy gal like me.. Well, sorry to say.. any grade receive shld be thankful, i guess.
don't get me wrong.. its really proven that it's one month activity to update the blog..
nothing wrong to say.. hahah..
oaky, start from my presentation... its worst and good. Worst coz im the first person for the morning session. and good thing became the 1st one either.. Tell u good experience it is.. Yeah.. i bet no one could be that lucky as me.
i been evaluated by lecturer, but others after me being questioned by the dean. how powerful he is and the words that come out from his mind. Imagine when u being asked by the prime minister in front lots of the senate.. so horrible,i think. So, bravo to them. can be so stable answering the ques. if im at their stage, i think i will cry.. 'coz like being beat and scold for doin wrong thing.
So,mix everything up... time to do correction based upon the comments given. My supervisor are on leave and only be available by 24th. So, it's time to do it and ready for him to mark the draft before final hands up by 27th to be grading room. SO BAD WHEN THINKING OF IT..
I feel my works not that powerful and less value-added. That's make the research not so good to have A. but,pls lar... make me at least above the pass level. but, the theses... u know, not easy stuff. Read.. read.. and read more more journal research are needed. and fall unto lazy gal like me.. Well, sorry to say.. any grade receive shld be thankful, i guess.
Monday, September 15, 2008
once a month
15th Sept
suddenly realise i already so long didnt update this blog. like everyone say, Arh.. busy,lar..
its like once a month activities. but, i could not recall what had i go thru this month. maybe keep busy with the fyp= final year project. but i don think i do coz many problem occur within the progress. now, ask me to hand out wat? i really no idea.
today is my mother birthday. same age with Malaysia. Wish her healthy always and celebrate birthday till 100 years old. God may bless her even I din go to church (God,4give me).
suddenly realise i already so long didnt update this blog. like everyone say, Arh.. busy,lar..
its like once a month activities. but, i could not recall what had i go thru this month. maybe keep busy with the fyp= final year project. but i don think i do coz many problem occur within the progress. now, ask me to hand out wat? i really no idea.
today is my mother birthday. same age with Malaysia. Wish her healthy always and celebrate birthday till 100 years old. God may bless her even I din go to church (God,4give me).
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
sometime it happen
06/08/08
i don know when it happen, how it can be happen and why it shall happen to me.
every thing out prediction and its not my fault to be blame if it's happen. What happen?
just myself feel the hardest to breathe.. i live under other people expectations and should follow their rule! I wish to step out this hole and be myself but "someone" may say im betraying the relationship. Sahll i make their life miserable or my own worse ever than previously??
i don know when it happen, how it can be happen and why it shall happen to me.
every thing out prediction and its not my fault to be blame if it's happen. What happen?
just myself feel the hardest to breathe.. i live under other people expectations and should follow their rule! I wish to step out this hole and be myself but "someone" may say im betraying the relationship. Sahll i make their life miserable or my own worse ever than previously??
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
1st July
Today is the 1st day of July. Day is bright and as clear like my feeling. Only my hands are as cold as ice coz the aircond here extremely high and not under control which u choose ON or OFF only as the option. Everyone that almost ending their industrial training,i believe are counting the days to leave the company. only for those doing their LI at their hometown will feel sad coz they gonna leave their family to study for anther last year.
Well,for me,its nthg big deal. coz im practical at bintulu, where i got my sista here. Then i will travel bec to kuching to cont my studies where got my other family members waiting. Wawaa.. quite miss them coz about 1 month I din meet and talk with them. But, no longer after I bec, I have to going reg myself at the college the day after that. Huhu.. Not so best,lar.. coz no free holiday for us like Poli student. But, they more pity coz nid practical for 6 months long.
Report and PTA.. which come 1st? ofcz the report coz have to send within 7 days after finish this training. PTA is whole semster project. and can do when starting the semester later on. but,the feeling to starting off both assignment not an easy tasks as my personal problems which doing things at the last minutes. cannot change this habit, though. Uhh... Have to overcome this!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is the 1st day of July. Day is bright and as clear like my feeling. Only my hands are as cold as ice coz the aircond here extremely high and not under control which u choose ON or OFF only as the option. Everyone that almost ending their industrial training,i believe are counting the days to leave the company. only for those doing their LI at their hometown will feel sad coz they gonna leave their family to study for anther last year.
Well,for me,its nthg big deal. coz im practical at bintulu, where i got my sista here. Then i will travel bec to kuching to cont my studies where got my other family members waiting. Wawaa.. quite miss them coz about 1 month I din meet and talk with them. But, no longer after I bec, I have to going reg myself at the college the day after that. Huhu.. Not so best,lar.. coz no free holiday for us like Poli student. But, they more pity coz nid practical for 6 months long.
Report and PTA.. which come 1st? ofcz the report coz have to send within 7 days after finish this training. PTA is whole semster project. and can do when starting the semester later on. but,the feeling to starting off both assignment not an easy tasks as my personal problems which doing things at the last minutes. cannot change this habit, though. Uhh... Have to overcome this!!!!!!!!!!!!
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