exam week but im lazy..not really study..
know the need,urgency to study..just the feeling not there.. cant really focus..
how am i goin to excel in those three papers... so hard.. damn hard evn score 3 pointer and above
for this master...
next semester..i don know can meet u or not..
Gosh! not an easy path to stdy this master.. God luck!
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
in the beginning of Sept
almost 1 month i cont the master studies.
however, the old habit still there like undergrads..
a) do assignment at the last minutes
b) din pay attn in class
c) not seriously taking the class as it was
d) make all the assignment hanging w/out who start 1st
Wow.. same old me..but i gotta to change. coz this master,dude!
simply cant play2 if wan be more successful grade than undergrads.
train and try the least i can say to myself..
September is the date of many things will happen.
1st, mid sem break.. i don believe master also got break
2nd, sis' wedding registration,finally..
3rd, mum 52nd birthday..(presents yet think)
4th, due date for many assignments..(huh..yet touch single of it)
gambatte, flourence san!!!
however, the old habit still there like undergrads..
a) do assignment at the last minutes
b) din pay attn in class
c) not seriously taking the class as it was
d) make all the assignment hanging w/out who start 1st
Wow.. same old me..but i gotta to change. coz this master,dude!
simply cant play2 if wan be more successful grade than undergrads.
train and try the least i can say to myself..
September is the date of many things will happen.
1st, mid sem break.. i don believe master also got break
2nd, sis' wedding registration,finally..
3rd, mum 52nd birthday..(presents yet think)
4th, due date for many assignments..(huh..yet touch single of it)
gambatte, flourence san!!!
Friday, February 27, 2009
struggle!!!
27.02.09
another day to mark when i had to tell lies. Its good lies when no one will be hurt in this case.
I believe it is as I didn't have the intention to cheat but only i have to do so for my own sake.
Cannot say as cheat.. but, i do shows im kinda like that.
First in my FYP.
Thot b4 taking sample of questionnaire can pass. but then, after "keluar surat", need to think how to deal if being asked?? Yeah.. today asking the progress. what can i say just... says the data in the distribution process. What should do next is find powerful person in that field(which i recommend as my study) willing to approve that i do conduct study at their place and stamped the sooner form.
quite nervous when being asked what's the company?? Fuhh... nearly afraid to speak up. and, he can feel that im thinking so much.. Maybe he knows im lying about the data.. But.. Huh..
i cant do the actual study except asking ppl help. Guts is guts. i don have the power for ppl to believe me and i don have the strength to ask ppl to help me. Thats the answer for those lies.
so hard to struggle with my own feeling when things like you want to do it, but afraid to do it if ppl finds out, u may land in trouble. I don wish that happen to me.
another day to mark when i had to tell lies. Its good lies when no one will be hurt in this case.
I believe it is as I didn't have the intention to cheat but only i have to do so for my own sake.
Cannot say as cheat.. but, i do shows im kinda like that.
First in my FYP.
Thot b4 taking sample of questionnaire can pass. but then, after "keluar surat", need to think how to deal if being asked?? Yeah.. today asking the progress. what can i say just... says the data in the distribution process. What should do next is find powerful person in that field(which i recommend as my study) willing to approve that i do conduct study at their place and stamped the sooner form.
quite nervous when being asked what's the company?? Fuhh... nearly afraid to speak up. and, he can feel that im thinking so much.. Maybe he knows im lying about the data.. But.. Huh..
i cant do the actual study except asking ppl help. Guts is guts. i don have the power for ppl to believe me and i don have the strength to ask ppl to help me. Thats the answer for those lies.
so hard to struggle with my own feeling when things like you want to do it, but afraid to do it if ppl finds out, u may land in trouble. I don wish that happen to me.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
end of November..beginning of December
26th Nov
The month nearly end. only left around 4days,i guess to close the month of November. Hasth you think back what have u done past days ago?? i've been holidaying around two weeks already. Month od December coming up and thats not really a joyous day even Xmas is around the corner. coz i havent done my imporatant task.. collect data for FYP.
Its serious work that MUST do as next Semester will open up rite after the celebration. Where got the time and guts for all this? Im afraid finding respondents beacause its should be very professional as i am human resource's student and the questionnaires is pro as well to collect accurate data.
Phew!! not an easy job as i chose wrong type of data collection actually as written in the report. But,things easier if the respondents is large at one place and i won't be bother to find hard. i should be brave enough to speak.. Hopefully,i'll try 3rd party help sooner.
The month nearly end. only left around 4days,i guess to close the month of November. Hasth you think back what have u done past days ago?? i've been holidaying around two weeks already. Month od December coming up and thats not really a joyous day even Xmas is around the corner. coz i havent done my imporatant task.. collect data for FYP.
Its serious work that MUST do as next Semester will open up rite after the celebration. Where got the time and guts for all this? Im afraid finding respondents beacause its should be very professional as i am human resource's student and the questionnaires is pro as well to collect accurate data.
Phew!! not an easy job as i chose wrong type of data collection actually as written in the report. But,things easier if the respondents is large at one place and i won't be bother to find hard. i should be brave enough to speak.. Hopefully,i'll try 3rd party help sooner.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Present for fren
14:31
like the title says.. choosing presents for frens... for birthday.. anything good and realistic to give out?? I've no idea this time..
her b'day tis coming Monday.. why so early thinking of it?? well, coz.. we're staying at the hostel.. where got time to go out and buy presents?? Is it?? Yea... So... im the selected person coz did down to town almost every weekend. (no need to be sorry with me). hahah....
the deal has made.. the present is.... sigh... secret lar.. if i told now, no more surprise.. hehe...
like the title says.. choosing presents for frens... for birthday.. anything good and realistic to give out?? I've no idea this time..
her b'day tis coming Monday.. why so early thinking of it?? well, coz.. we're staying at the hostel.. where got time to go out and buy presents?? Is it?? Yea... So... im the selected person coz did down to town almost every weekend. (no need to be sorry with me). hahah....
the deal has made.. the present is.... sigh... secret lar.. if i told now, no more surprise.. hehe...
It's proven!
15th Oct
don't get me wrong.. its really proven that it's one month activity to update the blog..
nothing wrong to say.. hahah..
oaky, start from my presentation... its worst and good. Worst coz im the first person for the morning session. and good thing became the 1st one either.. Tell u good experience it is.. Yeah.. i bet no one could be that lucky as me.
i been evaluated by lecturer, but others after me being questioned by the dean. how powerful he is and the words that come out from his mind. Imagine when u being asked by the prime minister in front lots of the senate.. so horrible,i think. So, bravo to them. can be so stable answering the ques. if im at their stage, i think i will cry.. 'coz like being beat and scold for doin wrong thing.
So,mix everything up... time to do correction based upon the comments given. My supervisor are on leave and only be available by 24th. So, it's time to do it and ready for him to mark the draft before final hands up by 27th to be grading room. SO BAD WHEN THINKING OF IT..
I feel my works not that powerful and less value-added. That's make the research not so good to have A. but,pls lar... make me at least above the pass level. but, the theses... u know, not easy stuff. Read.. read.. and read more more journal research are needed. and fall unto lazy gal like me.. Well, sorry to say.. any grade receive shld be thankful, i guess.
don't get me wrong.. its really proven that it's one month activity to update the blog..
nothing wrong to say.. hahah..
oaky, start from my presentation... its worst and good. Worst coz im the first person for the morning session. and good thing became the 1st one either.. Tell u good experience it is.. Yeah.. i bet no one could be that lucky as me.
i been evaluated by lecturer, but others after me being questioned by the dean. how powerful he is and the words that come out from his mind. Imagine when u being asked by the prime minister in front lots of the senate.. so horrible,i think. So, bravo to them. can be so stable answering the ques. if im at their stage, i think i will cry.. 'coz like being beat and scold for doin wrong thing.
So,mix everything up... time to do correction based upon the comments given. My supervisor are on leave and only be available by 24th. So, it's time to do it and ready for him to mark the draft before final hands up by 27th to be grading room. SO BAD WHEN THINKING OF IT..
I feel my works not that powerful and less value-added. That's make the research not so good to have A. but,pls lar... make me at least above the pass level. but, the theses... u know, not easy stuff. Read.. read.. and read more more journal research are needed. and fall unto lazy gal like me.. Well, sorry to say.. any grade receive shld be thankful, i guess.
Monday, September 15, 2008
once a month
15th Sept
suddenly realise i already so long didnt update this blog. like everyone say, Arh.. busy,lar..
its like once a month activities. but, i could not recall what had i go thru this month. maybe keep busy with the fyp= final year project. but i don think i do coz many problem occur within the progress. now, ask me to hand out wat? i really no idea.
today is my mother birthday. same age with Malaysia. Wish her healthy always and celebrate birthday till 100 years old. God may bless her even I din go to church (God,4give me).
suddenly realise i already so long didnt update this blog. like everyone say, Arh.. busy,lar..
its like once a month activities. but, i could not recall what had i go thru this month. maybe keep busy with the fyp= final year project. but i don think i do coz many problem occur within the progress. now, ask me to hand out wat? i really no idea.
today is my mother birthday. same age with Malaysia. Wish her healthy always and celebrate birthday till 100 years old. God may bless her even I din go to church (God,4give me).
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