27.02.09
another day to mark when i had to tell lies. Its good lies when no one will be hurt in this case.
I believe it is as I didn't have the intention to cheat but only i have to do so for my own sake.
Cannot say as cheat.. but, i do shows im kinda like that.
First in my FYP.
Thot b4 taking sample of questionnaire can pass. but then, after "keluar surat", need to think how to deal if being asked?? Yeah.. today asking the progress. what can i say just... says the data in the distribution process. What should do next is find powerful person in that field(which i recommend as my study) willing to approve that i do conduct study at their place and stamped the sooner form.
quite nervous when being asked what's the company?? Fuhh... nearly afraid to speak up. and, he can feel that im thinking so much.. Maybe he knows im lying about the data.. But.. Huh..
i cant do the actual study except asking ppl help. Guts is guts. i don have the power for ppl to believe me and i don have the strength to ask ppl to help me. Thats the answer for those lies.
so hard to struggle with my own feeling when things like you want to do it, but afraid to do it if ppl finds out, u may land in trouble. I don wish that happen to me.
