Maybank - Legoland Malaysia Bloggers Contest

Why Maybank should give me tickets to Legoland" (in less than 500 words).

Legoland leading in front, small kid hiding at the back. Back years when my sister and I was small kid aged 6-7 years old, Lego is smaller size than we are. Lego is the best educational tools for us to construct, build and rebuilt, to create creative buildings together plus enjoying the process of learning the morale of patience, trust and co-operation. In the Lego world by ourselves, combine and regenerate different pieces into new item such like long train, shot gun, big house, palace, twin tower or even a ship already such big satisfaction. What more to say if these small material generated like real things at Legoland!

                                           multiple color of Lego used to build this shot gun:)

                                     Wish can see this cruise ship no longer in model size at Legoland.

                                         small tiny little red house

                                      long train should able accommodate us for ride in Legoland!

Now, when I knew Legoland is here in Malaysia, I would like to get the ticket to witness them myself with beasties especially my young sister the greatness of builders that transform their passion, dedication, hard work, time and faith to build these amazing icon into huge Lego world. My nephew might still small age by now but I wish to bring him to here together to witness the greatest experience with Legoland not only filled with entertainment, education but also proud with Malaysian people creativity. 

Coming vacay to KK/Sabah 2012

This time is crucial. two days ahead then time to hook up the plane..take me and group of young people to KK for vacation. Sounds funny as am the oldest. Am the "weirdest" as the only person doesn't know all the youngster groups members. Am the "no connection" with all these people included in the trip except my own sister that joining too. Mayb I can say,"Im more like joining a tour to Sabah. and just coincidence my sister also joining with her friends. So, just enjoy yr own. Who cares you don know them? Plus slowly u need get involve too, talked, shared place, doing things together. No big deal. Only getting own heart to fully-hearted be participate and enjoy. Nice sound as saying but still at the corner of heart, what if am not friendly enough?

Well said, all planning had be done. Although does not be as what had under planning at the very beginning, still hoping for the best out of it. If one cannot convince others that will be alright, others also will feel not secure. No matter call is as "traveler trip" or "tour trip", its still something that I had paid and I should just participate in it. Money not comes easy. From the date I fork out the money to join this vacation and need more for transportation. Think I should bring more own food to fix my stomach and less buying u-necessary goods. Better sight-seeing as I once being there time Form Five, few years had passed..all things could changed, plus this time heading location,I never been there ever.

Well, packing yet. on cloth, necessities, towel, even T-shirts not much I had. Sigh* So hard to think as I'm very cerewet in clothing especially high priced tagged. Well hoping everything be good. Less argument, less quarrel, less disagreement, less mouth-fighting and more harmonious. Everyone go safe back safe. No worries, only happiness.

Time to End soon

20/5/2012

without realize, almost two month gotta passed.. calculating days I've been take the course at SEGi, two more days will be the  final stop. can say its fast, can say "I DON KNOW WHAT TO DO NEXT".  Its very true when people say, "u cannot just keep on studying without finding jobs".. Hard to admit but it's true enough to understand especially someone that trying to hide from reality. what i learned from this class, "when you're not knowing how to do the paperwork, u will read more to find answer. When u feel u want just give up the course in the middle, then u will think about the allowance provided" but then think back plus calculation roughly on monies spent on transport and food, that RM500 per month really not enough especially it doesn't in the account in time. with less monies in hand, i really so worried. as big spender like me on Gamble, so hard to reduce the bet.

days to find its end, i little UN-willing, might be with frens i made in the class, might be days i spent within SEGi environment,  might be also I'll be wondering where's my next path. Sigh* so hard..but foremost, i shall thanked few people in my class at here:

Rachel, you're Awesome! Every lift you spare to me, I never repay you back. Never attempt to express my thankfulness for sending me right to my doorstep. I only say "Thank you very much".. I really do appreciate your good self for sending stranger for 2 months like me in your car and humbly apologize about your messy car. You will be blessed for every good deeds you done to me!

Mariana, you're Fabulous! I don know why I feel you're so cool from the first day we met as you're late joining our session. But been matched with you in a group of three before another guy is dropped out from the class, that's really cool. Your act like Big Sista. Taking in-charge most of decisions where I know that's my weaknesses. I am too dependent on you but it's because you have the style in instructing people and i believe you will make big changes in your coming career with mass comm. All the best ahead, sis! God bless your deeds for giving lift to me too!

Amy, you're Style! You're talked to me  and befriended before Mariana came in. Its nice to have a friend like you, young and energetic although our distance just two years. but you got the personality of professionalism. Maybe you have great experience at work, you know how most people behave. I never forget for your help sending me home although far inside like what good deeds Mariana, Rachel and Rita gave me. Wishing you all the best in life!

Rita, you're Cute! First day of class, you alrdy willing to send me down from SEGi. Friendly to describe you coz hardly to believe you don have any worries picking up stranger get into your car as we're yet knowing well each other that time. Still, got many times I hop in your car even just a little distance from home. But, its still very nice. All good deeds fall upon you always!

Rooney, Mami and Irene, won't say much on this special group coz they're full of laughter group combination. Though at first day wont have such flash what happen today will just happen. Thanks to you all! Go nail the Job!

Theresa, Lucy and Steph, you' all so rock! Funny yet entertaining. No boundaries between us which I know from start although not so closed yet. 

Perfectionist Awang, you're such a sincere yet Hated! because of your clever mind, knowledgeable and outspoken steal all the limelight in the class after third days of the class began. It's rather to say you are smarter than us, you just get all the praises. It's not we are jealous over your outspoken, but we also wishing can be like you, so confident and knowing what you says. But, thank you for marking my resumes. All this awhile thought you're such arrogant person but you're nice. Congratulations on your Graduation and the treat you gave to all of us. Thank you!

Marcel, Aziz no idea describe you two.. but both are so "creative" and "attentive". All I wish is " all have great path ahead after this although life may be hard and difficult to walk through unemployed post, but you all can made it!

Last to Ms DD. Thank you for all the knowledge you shared although few portion is contribute by Mr. Perfectionist yet still helpful in knowing our needs as stranger to all assignments.

THANK YOU EVERYBODY!

Jobless Season

09/02/2012

This new season is my jobless since Oct 2011 (if want to be count clearly) should be alrdy 4 months am a jobless graduate. Jobs? I did looking for it, but chance not yet drop by. Opportunity yet open up for me. My sis say, try everythg. Now my mind emptied. How can everythng had typed gone in a click? maybe i forget that Gmail is collaborate with Blogger. Thats y when i log off gmail,all typed in blog tarnished, error.

Well,say no more. I alrdy no idea of what am writing. My fault not saving it first. Job Hunting, Job Hunger best describe me now. Eager for job to pay off debts. Owed so much to certain people inc computer am using now. So bad. even RM195 also couldn't pay every month. No salary in is very much contra in life like"no money in pocket, no mind in brain, no rice in bowl even no breath in life". Dead corpse.

Oh God, grant me a post. a job. a salaried occupation. So that my life not bored with jobless title. Change my attitudes with working life. Mindset of educated person though I dont have experience needed. Some is I don't have the ability to shows what i've learned and not able to prove what i learned is usable in real world.

Help me get rid this Jobless Title into Employed Worker. My Job Hunting and Job Hunger need to off from main thing in life. But this season still my biggest Jobless Season.

29/09/12

Am still carry on the Jobless Title till now. Not very much prefer that title although may no need suffer what the Employed Person did nowadays. The job list all can fit requirement but certain basic regulation, hard to accomplish.  referring to above post, entering month of October 2012 will I declared that I HAD NO JOB FOR 1 YEAR already. This is hardest part to live on. Sending out resumes and application but no responses yet. Sudden time feels if no work then the booked ticket for vacay not be wasted.  I am attached to any  course with 3 days max absent requirement, everything seems hard.

Happy New Year 2012

1st Jan 2012

People will think of new resolutions and recall any previous resolutions not achieved. Probably will write off new or just add on spices to the prev ones. Well,its just paper and pen things. If u reli can make it,don't think u need any prove to remind you on yr resolutions.

Mine,i forgot from the beginning of 1st Jan 2011.. wat happen? i already hardly to re flash or recall back. what i remember i still having class just then and now i finish and jobless. Resolution of course wish to find new job.

Finally got attend 1 interview. my sole and only. but the informal make it not special. Thought they may offer handsome salary as i got higher qualification,but so disappointing with low remuneration which lower even for my degree. So,its not a good idea to consider although i prefer such working conditions. Haih.. so down that time.

Life goes on. Still need stay with current position. same boss, same work, same place, no collegue, no freedom, no pay (sometimes).. Why no one give me chance? I hope the bad words didn't strike me--as within 5 years will not found single job. Thats bad. I don like it.

Anyway,Happy New Year 2012 to olls' out there.

wasted my tears for nothing

Though cried so loud,so much tears wasted today, problem still there. work stil need to do. stil stressful, frustrated. i don have the energy to defend. to say no. i hav to do it at last. but why must blame on me when the email cant get thru? or why forget to do so? if i have many thgs to do in hand(all yr command) is that i cant forget even? even with full job task i also not manage to get it done all. what u expect? keep say "u do things slow2,when to finish? time is running out and u still not yet send out the email to let them prepare the presentation,i don understand why u waste time?" i aldy make clear that im not expert in everythg u expect me to do. evn im just beginner in everythg that i blve my capability. the most weakness is time management. evn got stressful matter also i dont know hw to handle. especially when u keep pushing. keep mumbling. if u trust others, i don think they will mot help u.

sh*t on you..

push..pusher.. hated it very much. especially when ppl think u shall able doing it. u think am expertise on this? pissed off. im not yr dream child, don treat me as i am know everything hw to do. i knw runs out of time but u shall give lease time to rest,though u may feel ok wth it. but am not u~ not as u though as strong. i will die if u keep so pushy. i may accidentally uttered bullshit to yr face. am controlling it this moment bcz u are sm1 "powerful" than every1. but i may hit u with bullshit words if am at yr bac. u may know it but this is truth. hw u treat ppl,ppl will treat u back. so don blame if one day i really say so. u may regret for treating me such at first.

am stupid not as u may wished for, so pls don wish i can change to be person u want, u wish. ur wish may not come true. im not yr bull to carry on their nose. only i don have the chance now so u can treat me this way. i hate you for being pushy. to me or to others which don wan to be yr boneka. if we don follow,u will angry. u will small hearted. so how? u think we are yr play-er? shit!!!! i hate my current life. pls take me out b4 i turn crazy.